Lana is 15months now. I have started to wean her off slowly. Not easy for me but it was painless for Lana. Grrrr. I had to wean off not because the supply is not there. Simply because my husband requests it – should we need to go out on a date, we can leave her with bottle milk.
Since I feed her directly, I could not make any milk stock. So, that means my husband and I have not been dating out and about, just the two of us ever since Lana is born. LOL. Sounds awful but its not that bad. Luckily Lana is the type where she sleeps early and soooo soundly, that we got to watch movie with woofers on, at the comfort of our bed.
I feel that’s the pleasant side of not breastfeeding your baby exclusively; where husband and wife can go on a date at anytime on any day.
Weaning off is not easy for me. I was very reluctant to do it. I was heartbroken. I vowed to myself to feed Lana till she is 2 years old – sort of my personal goal. But part of me was saying that I could not be selfish as my husband wanted to take me out. He misses our time together. So in the end, I abide to his request and try it out. Sooner or later, Lana will wean off eventually. Sigh.
Having to choose which milk brand to give her was a headache. There were so many brands! My biggest concern was milk wastage. What if I bought brand A and she does not like it. And the scenarios repeat for brand B, C, D, and so on. Milk samples were out of questions; having to fill up so many details and had to wait for 2-3 weeks. No thank you. (Actually, I did request for few but there were no replies.)
So I went to hypermarket and somehow I am attracted to this “Purple” brand. I like the simplicity of the box as well as the clear information given. Basically, I chose my baby’s milk based on marketing excellence of that particular brand towards myself. HAHA. So yeah, Purple brand it is! Thankfully, Lana accepted the brand and happily drink it. (So typical of me to worry too much and then later, the issue became meaningless.)
So now, she drinks bottle milk twice a day. Not more than that. I still prefer her to heavily get her milk supply from me. (Clingy mommy who does want her little baby girl to stop breastfeeding). I feel like bottle milk can be given by anyone. But for breastfeeding, it is our quality time that cannot be shared with anyone else. I truly love our feeding time together. Please do not get me wrong but you know what I mean. We, mothers, always treasure the special bond between ourself and our baby without any interference.
Due to bottle milk, I managed to sneak out for midnight movie with my husband to watch Star Wars. I also managed to attend birthday dinner with my girls. I would lie to myself if I say I did not enjoy both occasions! It was nice to have alone time with my husband and friends back.
So, I have conquered Step 1 of weaning off pretty good. But then the story does not end here. I must think of way(s) to prepare myself in weaning her off completely when she reaches 2 yeard old. Shall share my stories when the time comes!
Good night peeps!